keyblade-assassin:

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This part of the film emotionally destroys me every time because I’ve become so awkward when it comes to human contact. My mum is always commenting on the fact that I don’t like to be touched, but I didn’t always used to be like this.

It all began when I joined secondary school in 2006 and started getting badly bullied (i had already been bullied in primary school) and didn’t make a friend until about halfway through the year. That was when I became distant from my family. I’ve never managed to hold on to friends very well and I don’t call anyone a best friend any more because I always end up losing my best friends (and it’s always my fault). I spent most of my time reading or playing video games etc.

I’ve deprived myself of human contact for so long that my subconscious constantly craves it. I mean, I do try to hug my friends and much as I can but I end up getting all stiff because I’m so burrowed in self-hate and embarrassment.

I mean I can’t even socialise properly. All these years of being alone have had a pretty nasty effect on me.

this-is-my-miracle Here are the rest of the messages I got.
And to the fandom, if any of you still wanna join, click here x

this-is-my-miracle Here are the rest of the messages I got.

And to the fandom, if any of you still wanna join, click here x

iwilleatyourenglish:

everyone has said and done problematic things in their lifetime. that’s a result of the society we live in, not necessarily a reflection of their character.

what is a reflection of their character is how they react to being informed of the negativity within their behavior and statements, and whether or not they choose to change their behavior.

R9K UPDATED!!!! R9K UPDATED!!!! THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!!!!!

this-is-my-miracle:

daynapapaya:

keyblade-assassin:

I know that a lot of you have me on your ignore lists, but if you could send this to frozensuckstho that would be great (i already put it in their submit box but i’m not sure if i’m on their ignore list)
Basically I heard that they were being sent loads of hate from nasty fans today, and I felt sorry for them because it was their birthday etc so I asked the fandom to send messages of apology and this is what I’ve got so far.

I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from, and that we are far from getting along, but this was a really nice thing to do for the person who runs that blog. And even though I still 100% disagree with you on many things, you are obviously not as big of a jerk as I thought you were.
I’ve had time to calm down and I do feel bad about the way I talked to you. Your post really upset me and others in antifreeze, and I tend to get irrational when I’m upset. I definitely could have addressed my problems with your post more nicely instead of flying off the handle, so for that I apologize. A bunch of people in antifreeze follow me, so I’ll reblog this and they’ll see it.

I wanna say something about this too. I am with Daynapapaya when I say that I disagree with most of the stuff you stated in your previous post. You know, the one that got us into that whole argument. But what you did right here, really just changed my whole opinion about you. I guess this goes back to that one saying: “Never judge a book by it’s cover.” So with that said, you have earned my respect, and you’re not on my ignore list anymore.
So yeah I just want to apologize for mischaracterizing you. And who might knows, even though we have two completely different opinions about Frozen, we might have the same taste in something else and could quite possibly become really cool friends. I’ll try to inform her about this post, there might be other people who are doing the same. And it’s really important for her to see this post, because she really do deserve this post for all the shit she is receiving on her special day. 

Thanks 8) I accept both of your apologies, and I apologise for being a nob and provoking you in the first place. I’m still receiving messages from fans, so I’ll be sending more later. I’m glad everything’s settled between us, but I’ve still got to try and sort out that little evil part of the fandom that thinks it’s fun to send death threats.
If you’re in the frozen fandom and you’re reading this, please reblog. We need to somehow get this to the people causing this mess and show them that the rest of the fandom won’t tolerate their actions.

this-is-my-miracle:

daynapapaya:

keyblade-assassin:

I know that a lot of you have me on your ignore lists, but if you could send this to frozensuckstho that would be great (i already put it in their submit box but i’m not sure if i’m on their ignore list)

Basically I heard that they were being sent loads of hate from nasty fans today, and I felt sorry for them because it was their birthday etc so I asked the fandom to send messages of apology and this is what I’ve got so far.

I know I’m probably the last person you want to hear from, and that we are far from getting along, but this was a really nice thing to do for the person who runs that blog. And even though I still 100% disagree with you on many things, you are obviously not as big of a jerk as I thought you were.

I’ve had time to calm down and I do feel bad about the way I talked to you. Your post really upset me and others in antifreeze, and I tend to get irrational when I’m upset. I definitely could have addressed my problems with your post more nicely instead of flying off the handle, so for that I apologize. A bunch of people in antifreeze follow me, so I’ll reblog this and they’ll see it.

I wanna say something about this too. I am with Daynapapaya when I say that I disagree with most of the stuff you stated in your previous post. You know, the one that got us into that whole argument. But what you did right here, really just changed my whole opinion about you. I guess this goes back to that one saying: “Never judge a book by it’s cover.” So with that said, you have earned my respect, and you’re not on my ignore list anymore.

So yeah I just want to apologize for mischaracterizing you. And who might knows, even though we have two completely different opinions about Frozen, we might have the same taste in something else and could quite possibly become really cool friends. I’ll try to inform her about this post, there might be other people who are doing the same. And it’s really important for her to see this post, because she really do deserve this post for all the shit she is receiving on her special day. 

Thanks 8) I accept both of your apologies, and I apologise for being a nob and provoking you in the first place. I’m still receiving messages from fans, so I’ll be sending more later. I’m glad everything’s settled between us, but I’ve still got to try and sort out that little evil part of the fandom that thinks it’s fun to send death threats.

If you’re in the frozen fandom and you’re reading this, please reblog. We need to somehow get this to the people causing this mess and show them that the rest of the fandom won’t tolerate their actions.

Let It Go was on the Top 40 charts on the radio again today (33 weeks!) and the woman said “You guys are never gonna let it go, are you? You’re OBSESSED with it, you big weirdos!” and my mum was in the room and she laughed at me

Anonymous asked
sends you *hugs*

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Anonymous asked
I'm really curious as to what kind of youtube videos you put up. May I have a link to your youtube page please? :)

My youtube name is NostalgicFangirl

Anonymous asked
It's true. You are a soldier. Even though I don't know you all that well I'm so proud of you for how far you've come. And that Elsa thing was so adorable... One day you and I are gonna meet at Disney world/land and go hang out with her, okay? And yeah, happy birthday whoever you are! Have a good day! -Thedoctor24601

Haha thanks! 8D Once my youtube channel gets bigger and I get rich and famous I’ll pay for you and other tumblr buddies to come to Disney world! It’s a plan!

And that Elsa face character thing makes me cry every time (well not literally, but, you know)